Do the can-can-can.
So since the New Year has begun, I guess I broke one of my resolutions already. Surprise, surprise. I had a great New Years Eve, and went on a date with Kylie and her mom and my mom on New Years day. We saw the Family Stone, and it was super sad. I thought it was supposed to be a funny movie, but it wasn't really. The family in the movie reminded me so much of mine too. I would definetly be the bitchy sister who gaurded my brother's from every girl and would save them from getting hurt. But anyways, that is all besides the fact.
School basically isn't too swell, of course. I hate it there; but I guess I'll have to tough it out for another year and a half. I know it'll fly by, but while I'm there, it definetly goes by slower than ever. My classes aren't even bad, so I don't know why I complain so much. I hate being sick so often too, cause then I get behind in my only hard class. Whatever, highschool is a waste of time, energy and emotions. I don't know how much longer I can stand to stare at the black rimmed clocks, the white walls which have turned yellow, or faces of people I don't want to surround myself with. Oh well, once summer comes, and senior year, I won't complain, promise.
We've talked every night since he's left. Which, I'm surprised and happy. [[KNOCK ON WOOD]] I wish we knew eachother better, or longer for that matter. I'm sad we only spent two days together, but what can ya do. Too bad he's in FL for Spring Break too, and I will be for mine. What a joke. Okay maybe I shouldn't even be writting about him, cause I'll jinx it for sure. But, you know when someone says they'll be your Spiderman, hopefully you know it'll all be okay. I think it'd be well worth it just to like chill, get to know eachother, even though, (sigh) we already should, and then when we see eachother again see where it takes us? I don't know, it's way too far ahead to even think about it. I like talking to him. I enjoy his company. I smile when he calls. And... everything else. :) Smiles, smiles, smiles. [[If he doesn't call tonight, I'm blaming it on this, hehe.]]
Oh well, I'm over everything.
OVER IT. OVER IT. OVER IT.
I love drunk phone calls when I get sung The Whistle Song to.
I finally picked out my songs for my competition dance. I haven't made the mix yet, but will do so since practice starts Sunday. Err; stress.
OH! Amir's powerpoint on VAGINITIS, made my life today. He was so serious, JJ, Cat and I could not stop laughing and Nault was getting very upset.
I loved having Leah back at the Y with me. I have missed her remarks, and how she talks to herself in the mirror. :-p
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School basically isn't too swell, of course. I hate it there; but I guess I'll have to tough it out for another year and a half. I know it'll fly by, but while I'm there, it definetly goes by slower than ever. My classes aren't even bad, so I don't know why I complain so much. I hate being sick so often too, cause then I get behind in my only hard class. Whatever, highschool is a waste of time, energy and emotions. I don't know how much longer I can stand to stare at the black rimmed clocks, the white walls which have turned yellow, or faces of people I don't want to surround myself with. Oh well, once summer comes, and senior year, I won't complain, promise.
We've talked every night since he's left. Which, I'm surprised and happy. [[KNOCK ON WOOD]] I wish we knew eachother better, or longer for that matter. I'm sad we only spent two days together, but what can ya do. Too bad he's in FL for Spring Break too, and I will be for mine. What a joke. Okay maybe I shouldn't even be writting about him, cause I'll jinx it for sure. But, you know when someone says they'll be your Spiderman, hopefully you know it'll all be okay. I think it'd be well worth it just to like chill, get to know eachother, even though, (sigh) we already should, and then when we see eachother again see where it takes us? I don't know, it's way too far ahead to even think about it. I like talking to him. I enjoy his company. I smile when he calls. And... everything else. :) Smiles, smiles, smiles. [[If he doesn't call tonight, I'm blaming it on this, hehe.]]
Oh well, I'm over everything.
OVER IT. OVER IT. OVER IT.
I love drunk phone calls when I get sung The Whistle Song to.
I finally picked out my songs for my competition dance. I haven't made the mix yet, but will do so since practice starts Sunday. Err; stress.
OH! Amir's powerpoint on VAGINITIS, made my life today. He was so serious, JJ, Cat and I could not stop laughing and Nault was getting very upset.
I loved having Leah back at the Y with me. I have missed her remarks, and how she talks to herself in the mirror. :-p
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