She'll never be HC.
You can't tell someone you don't want to be with them.
Then once they try to move on, you can't be upset.
How does that work?
So, we can't have a relationship, but you are still allowed to be upset when I hang out with other boys?
No; stop toying with my emotions.
It never has, and never will work like that.
So my mistakes just become worse.
I need to set standards for myself.
That is my big goal for 2006.
No more just boys, I want, a special boy.
But... don't we all?
Maybe it is just too much to ask for anymore.
We were supposed to talk about it tonight.
But it probably won't happen.
I can't wait to get my lisence, it'll all be so much easier.
I worry, and think, way too much.
I have a huge chunk of wood in my big toe from dancing barefoot.
I can't get it out, and it hurts to walk on it.
I'm gonna make a full week of school this week, you just watch.
I hate when people use my friends.
I miss TOYS R US, it seems like we could just fly by the seat of our pants, and not care what we were up to or what anyone thought of us.
I keep laughing thinking of Entonio dancing at Adam's.
I wish Toni was at MSHS.
I miss having a constant in my life, instead of just variables.
I'm cleaning three houses this weekend for money, and I have work on Thursday.
I better have enough money for Christmas.
Ballet and the Y killed me today.
No surprise though.
Ugh, I wish my brother was home.
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