" Don't fuck up, literally " -- Hannah and Kylie quote of the week
Wildcat Willy and I, got busy.
Or, at least he wanted to, I swear, he got me into a dark corner.
It was akward knowing that I used to hang out with Jim, and he was a MTU hockey player.
I wonder what that kid is up to.
I think he moved to Green Bay, last text messege I got, from when he was mad at me.
Oh well, the summer is over, we all move on.
Move on, ha... right.
'Topher's birthday party last night was fun.
He didn't seem to pumped though, which is sad.
I love birthdays.
My grandma told me I could date a bad boy, no matter how old he is, and as long as he doesn't have a car and he can dance.
It was akward to see a boy at Vangos'.
It was nice seeing him though.
School = lame.
My "spider bites" as I refer to them came back.
I have three on my neck, one on my leg and one on my back.
I guess if they don't go away, my mom will take me to the doctor.
Ballet was fun, my muscles are sore.
I'm excited that Trisha will help me with my competition dance.
Whoop, whoop.
I bought new dance shoes.
"Paws" for lyrical and slip on for jazz, I'm very excited.
I like having a secret life that only I and best friends know about, it's kind of fun.
I'm really excited for Friday with Kortni and gang.
I miss those girls.
Dance was amazing in the dark, with glow sticks.
Plus, Lucy is just so hot.
Long distance is tough, but for a boy that calls me gorgeous, I can stick by.
I've been doing good, too.
I learned from my mistakes, finally.
We'll see how it goes.
Never say you know how someone feels, unless you are them.
You cannot know one ounce of the emotion they have, unless you are physically that person.
Not in any situation.
I wish people could get that through their thick and dense skulls.
Hiphop was kodak.
Blair showed up, and Ky-dawg, plus two random guys in the back.
It's my big brother's 20th birthday tomorrow.
I know most, if not all of you know him, so wish him a happy birthday.
He definetly deserves a good day.
<33
" I think at the end of the day the boy was afraid,
to love, to get hurt, to get swept up in an idea of things,
to adore someone so much you almost couldnt take it,
almost couldnt breath.
to have someone who made you smile so big your cheeks hurt for days
afraid to have someone to visit lighthouses with,
to stay in from partying with and snuggle,
to crawl into bed with and have them tell you they missed you,
afraid to love those sunday afternoons at the beach.
taking the late train back into the city and sharing all his country music.
afraid to find the girl he was willing to say i love you to when he wasnt drunk.
afraid to love waking up next to someone every single morning.
he was afraid to miss a girl during the day, when he went away.
he was afraid that if he fell anymore he wouldnt be able to get back up.
but thats the whole point of falling, isnt it?
hoping you dont ever have to. "
Or, at least he wanted to, I swear, he got me into a dark corner.
It was akward knowing that I used to hang out with Jim, and he was a MTU hockey player.
I wonder what that kid is up to.
I think he moved to Green Bay, last text messege I got, from when he was mad at me.
Oh well, the summer is over, we all move on.
Move on, ha... right.
'Topher's birthday party last night was fun.
He didn't seem to pumped though, which is sad.
I love birthdays.
My grandma told me I could date a bad boy, no matter how old he is, and as long as he doesn't have a car and he can dance.
It was akward to see a boy at Vangos'.
It was nice seeing him though.
School = lame.
My "spider bites" as I refer to them came back.
I have three on my neck, one on my leg and one on my back.
I guess if they don't go away, my mom will take me to the doctor.
Ballet was fun, my muscles are sore.
I'm excited that Trisha will help me with my competition dance.
Whoop, whoop.
I bought new dance shoes.
"Paws" for lyrical and slip on for jazz, I'm very excited.
I like having a secret life that only I and best friends know about, it's kind of fun.
I'm really excited for Friday with Kortni and gang.
I miss those girls.
Dance was amazing in the dark, with glow sticks.
Plus, Lucy is just so hot.
Long distance is tough, but for a boy that calls me gorgeous, I can stick by.
I've been doing good, too.
I learned from my mistakes, finally.
We'll see how it goes.
Never say you know how someone feels, unless you are them.
You cannot know one ounce of the emotion they have, unless you are physically that person.
Not in any situation.
I wish people could get that through their thick and dense skulls.
Hiphop was kodak.
Blair showed up, and Ky-dawg, plus two random guys in the back.
It's my big brother's 20th birthday tomorrow.
I know most, if not all of you know him, so wish him a happy birthday.
He definetly deserves a good day.
<33
" I think at the end of the day the boy was afraid,
to love, to get hurt, to get swept up in an idea of things,
to adore someone so much you almost couldnt take it,
almost couldnt breath.
to have someone who made you smile so big your cheeks hurt for days
afraid to have someone to visit lighthouses with,
to stay in from partying with and snuggle,
to crawl into bed with and have them tell you they missed you,
afraid to love those sunday afternoons at the beach.
taking the late train back into the city and sharing all his country music.
afraid to find the girl he was willing to say i love you to when he wasnt drunk.
afraid to love waking up next to someone every single morning.
he was afraid to miss a girl during the day, when he went away.
he was afraid that if he fell anymore he wouldnt be able to get back up.
but thats the whole point of falling, isnt it?
hoping you dont ever have to. "