My birthday couldn't have been any more beautiful or perfect. At midnight, I had about 7 phone calls from the most random people wishing me a happy birthday, which was totally cute. My brother called me at 6:00 AM to wake me up and wish me a happy birthday then I started the day out with seeing all my favorite videos on MTV, and eating Cinnamon Toast Crunch. We picked up Swanny, and on the way to school I saw a bright green and pink sign in front of my grandparent's yard with two balloons. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HANNAH LOVE, MIMI AND PAPA. As I walked into school there were numerous Happy Birthdays and Blair ran up to me all excited. I went to first hour and there on my desk was a peice of paper with three pictures of Kylie and I with a picture of 50 and Eminem that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH LOVE, KYLIE, which made me smile. I was hearded up to lunch, when I got to my table, Kylie and Blair were there with this awesome arrange of like 30 cupcakes that were put together to look like Spiderman's face and Mel and Adam made me a home made cake. I honestly, like was tearful. No ones done that much for me before, I was overwhelmed. Kait gave me my present which was, a purse with a frame with our picture in it. Karrie gave me an awesome card in which The Backstreet Boys popped up in. We all ate cupcakes and cake, and that was fun. I got home and as I was sitting on the computer, and someone was at the door. I go to the door and there were a dozen orange roses, from B. What a fucking sweet heart. I didn't even know what to do with them, I've never recieved so much. I put them in a vase and then not too long after someone else was at the door, " Hannah Chase? ", a huge boquet of daisys and other flowers with two balloons from Justin! Aww, I wasn't expecting either at all. I went out to Border Grill for dinner with Kylie, Swanny, Kait, my Mom and then Karrie showed up later too. Kylie gave me spiderman boxers, a sweet spiderman sippy cup, a hot purse, and really comfy socks. Wasmuth got me the funniest thing ever, he always calls me a pimp//player, and so he bought me socks that say " FBI FINDS BOYS IMMEDIATELY ", haaha. Erin gave me jellybellys and sweet earrings. I feel so, so lucky. Bill came up, and we took a long walk and talked about things. He leaves for college tomorrow, it's scary. I don't like it, one bit. I came home, and broke down. My friends are so wonderful to me, so so wonderful. I love them all so much, and I don't know how I could thank everyone for making my day so great. I really did get spoiled. Blair, Kylie, Karrie, Mel, Adam, Swanny, Justin, Bill, Lucy, Kait and exspecially Kylie for all the random suprises through the day, you all are exspecially wonderful and I'm so happy I have you all in my life; no lies. I couldn't have asked for a sweeter sixteen. I will definetly update my livejournal with some pictures of my birthday, soon.
It didn't even matter that my sister Jessica didn't send even a card or call again. The third birthday in a row where I'm just nothing to her. But I realized after sitting in my room full of birthday cards, presents and flowers, that I don't need negative people like her, my dad, and others in my life, when I have such wonderful, wonderful people in my life. And to say that I don't need my own blood sister, because I have that great of friends, is a great thing that not many people can say.
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You've been a juvenile
With a dolphin smile
With no elbow room
With your body in bloom
You've had in your little backyard
Protected by big walls
You didn't dare look over
'Cause you've been too small
Now you're finally sixteen
And you're feelin' old
But they won't believe
That you got a soul
'Cause you're only sixteen
And you're feeling real
But you can't seem to cop a feel
Why do they have to force us
Through this metamorphose
Little butterfly
No matter how you try
You'll be segregated
You're gonna be closed off
You're callow and you're green
'Cause you're caught between
You're only sixteen
Try to cross the line
But your little wings are interwined
You're only sixteen
And you're such a tease
And there's nothing you can do
That can really please
These children
They're not really bad most of them
They're just products
Of rotten neighborhoods
And bad family situations
You know you can't forsake it
So sit back and take it
You see you're just not ripe
So don't try and fight that
You're only sixteen
You wanna catch a peek
But they look at you
Like you're such a freak
Well you're only sixteen
With a lot to say
But they won't give you
The time of day
You're only sixteen
You're only sixteen
You're just sixteen
You poor little thing