Oct 13, 2005 08:54
many people know who my crush was but that was it.... a crush no more. he turned into a dick in the matter of a day, and now my feelings are gone. and once again no one knows how i think or how i feel. it sucks but im used to it by now.
leanne slept over once again last night, its funny in the past 2 weeks shes slept over 3 times. my mom loves her and thinks shes a good friend for me to have and i agree. we dont want no trouble or drama. ( not like anyone else ever wants drama but so many poeple around us are causing it.
lately ive just been thinking how great it would be to go to another school. you know, make new friends. and i realize with new friends comes new drama but it could be different. guilderland is just becoming the ultimate drama spot,and its always over the stupidest shit.
why cant everyone just smoke weed and be happy? maybe not. i think we can have our enemies but if we just our shit to ourselves then then we wont have to worry about crossing someone the wrong way and potentially getting hurt worse. we have enough problems at home and with our families, we dont need anymore shit with people we are supposed to call our friends. ive found that there is only one person you can ever trust.....yourself.