Feeling kinda Low
Did u ever do something that u fully enjoyed, saw no harm in it, and just had fun knowing its not the "right"thing to do? Then did u have a friend who got so upset abt it that u are in awkward terms with her? And then when u try to talk to her becuase u've been best friends for 5 years she says that she needs space?
yeah.. feel pretty crappy. i mean i feel that iam old enunff to do what i want when i want. and my actions which are out in the open and do not really affect anyone may not be the "right" thing to do, but i want to do them anyway.
then to top it off i lose friends for harmless fun, or lose one at least.
Do i have to pretend ot be someone else so that i keep the friends i always had? what happend to acceptance?
Am i really that horrible of a person?
wow what a sad little rant, and between tears all i can manage to say to the emptiness is i am sorry but i want to be me.
Then the regret sets in
yeah.. feel pretty crappy. i mean i feel that iam old enunff to do what i want when i want. and my actions which are out in the open and do not really affect anyone may not be the "right" thing to do, but i want to do them anyway.
then to top it off i lose friends for harmless fun, or lose one at least.
Do i have to pretend ot be someone else so that i keep the friends i always had? what happend to acceptance?
Am i really that horrible of a person?
wow what a sad little rant, and between tears all i can manage to say to the emptiness is i am sorry but i want to be me.
Then the regret sets in