Perhaps all i need to do is believe
I went to lunch/dinner with sasha and my fortune cookie said, "Your strength will grow stronger by being tried"
I'll learn from my mistakes, no matter how big they are. For once I think I need to live my life for myself. If I fall, I fall. It won't be anyone else's problem. Maybe its me pushing people away that are criticizing me (most likely out of caring), but then again maybe what i need the least right now is criticism. Maybe I just need people to understand that even if it doesn't seem typical of me, its still my choice to do or not do something. I just need to figure myself out and only i can do that...no one else can do it for me. Sure things are kind of hard right now, but I know that the choices were mine and these are the consequences. I'm still alive and will continue to live. Don't kick people when they're already down.
I'll learn from my mistakes, no matter how big they are. For once I think I need to live my life for myself. If I fall, I fall. It won't be anyone else's problem. Maybe its me pushing people away that are criticizing me (most likely out of caring), but then again maybe what i need the least right now is criticism. Maybe I just need people to understand that even if it doesn't seem typical of me, its still my choice to do or not do something. I just need to figure myself out and only i can do that...no one else can do it for me. Sure things are kind of hard right now, but I know that the choices were mine and these are the consequences. I'm still alive and will continue to live. Don't kick people when they're already down.