Impossible
Well..it seems as if everytime i decide to write or post something it has become a longer more dragged out time period than the time before it. Rather than having a funny type of entry, this is going to be a tad more serious and such...so if you dont want to read the rest go ahead and leave now.
I dont understand why I cant get a girl...this seems to be a constant problem for me and also some of my friends. Even when I get one I cant seem to maintain a relationship for a long period of time...currently the longest relationship was 3 months and it was with a foreigner. Im completely serious about all of this...if i like a girl they either :
A)Dont like me back the same way
-or-
B)Have a Boyfriend already
IM starting to think that I am not going to find happiness until I am a balding pathetic excuse of a person(not that balding or being bald is bad). I just feel like there is a huge piece of me that is missing and I want to fill that void.
I want to be able to treat that special someone like royalty, but not so much that I come off as a pushover. Sure I have the OA, and believe me I am grateful for everything but I still feel incomplete.
Its so hard seeing friends around me holding hands with there significant other and me just having to sit back and not do anything. It just doesnt seem fair to me.
***On a sidenote...if you women like jack ass guys like i have come to notice, then maybe i should just throw in the towel right now!****
I dont know what to do at all...I just want to be happy and be able to have a girl that wants to be around me for being me, not some schmuck that can be twisted and conformed into what they want. Like I stated earlier, I dont know if being a nice guy is really and truly worth all the pain that comes with it. Everything seems freakishly impossible...It seems like I am playing Simon says with someone that speaks Romanian(last time i checked I am only flouent in English).
Do I believe in Love at first site? No...Im starting to question if love even exists.
I dont understand why I cant get a girl...this seems to be a constant problem for me and also some of my friends. Even when I get one I cant seem to maintain a relationship for a long period of time...currently the longest relationship was 3 months and it was with a foreigner. Im completely serious about all of this...if i like a girl they either :
A)Dont like me back the same way
-or-
B)Have a Boyfriend already
IM starting to think that I am not going to find happiness until I am a balding pathetic excuse of a person(not that balding or being bald is bad). I just feel like there is a huge piece of me that is missing and I want to fill that void.
I want to be able to treat that special someone like royalty, but not so much that I come off as a pushover. Sure I have the OA, and believe me I am grateful for everything but I still feel incomplete.
Its so hard seeing friends around me holding hands with there significant other and me just having to sit back and not do anything. It just doesnt seem fair to me.
***On a sidenote...if you women like jack ass guys like i have come to notice, then maybe i should just throw in the towel right now!****
I dont know what to do at all...I just want to be happy and be able to have a girl that wants to be around me for being me, not some schmuck that can be twisted and conformed into what they want. Like I stated earlier, I dont know if being a nice guy is really and truly worth all the pain that comes with it. Everything seems freakishly impossible...It seems like I am playing Simon says with someone that speaks Romanian(last time i checked I am only flouent in English).
Do I believe in Love at first site? No...Im starting to question if love even exists.