wow that's all i have to say...
I have been hearing certain things lately and i know they have nothing to do with me anymore..and at first i was kinda upset about that...well i was really upset about that..but now that i am learning some knew things that have been going on for awhile and things that have just been starting, I'm actually glad it has nothing to do with me. I'm not even going to say names or even specify as to what it is I am talking about. I'm just going to offer some advice and speak my mind and if you think you can relate or it may apply to you than take it. Use it to better your self or your "group". I made a decision a long time ago becasue i felt it was what was best for my current situation and the situation i was unintentionally putting my friends in. I also did not agree with alot of the decisons around me and felt that it would just be better for me to pull myself. Though i was really unhappy i look at it as something that needed to be done and it was becoming very obvious i couldn't rely on someone else to do anything or help me out.
Saying all of that...if you think you are doing something that may be really hurting someone else just because you want to pet your ego or maybe you are just not thinkning of other's feelings..stop and think about what you're doing. If you are doing something you really love...then stop and think about why you love it so much, why you are there, be happy you still felt like the opportunity to be there was still possable for you. and Think of how you can keep the experiance a fun and positive thing.. there are responsabilities that come with that. Don't forget how much fun things can be if you do them together, and how much it sucks to be the only one left with a task that may not be totally exciting...
Woew! That got way more serious than i wanted to and i just read over it and i bet there is not one person who have any idea what the hell i am talking about...lol. But that's ok sometimes i just get upset about little things and it makes me feel better to be able to let it out..after all it is my journal and if you don't wanna hear then..you don't have to click on it..lol.
I had an awesome weekend...Jamie, Tijana, Lauren, Becca, and Cassie..that some nice fun..lol! Next weekend???anybody?!
*Meg*
Saying all of that...if you think you are doing something that may be really hurting someone else just because you want to pet your ego or maybe you are just not thinkning of other's feelings..stop and think about what you're doing. If you are doing something you really love...then stop and think about why you love it so much, why you are there, be happy you still felt like the opportunity to be there was still possable for you. and Think of how you can keep the experiance a fun and positive thing.. there are responsabilities that come with that. Don't forget how much fun things can be if you do them together, and how much it sucks to be the only one left with a task that may not be totally exciting...
Woew! That got way more serious than i wanted to and i just read over it and i bet there is not one person who have any idea what the hell i am talking about...lol. But that's ok sometimes i just get upset about little things and it makes me feel better to be able to let it out..after all it is my journal and if you don't wanna hear then..you don't have to click on it..lol.
I had an awesome weekend...Jamie, Tijana, Lauren, Becca, and Cassie..that some nice fun..lol! Next weekend???anybody?!
*Meg*