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I didn't anticipate on it being this hard. I thought i had everything figured out but i was obviously wrong. I know that alot of my friends have called me and i havn't called any of you back. I didn't do it on purpose but i have never really felt hurt like this before. I don't really know what to do. I either can't sleep or all i want to do is sleep. I either have no appetite or I binge eat. It's making me naseaus. I don't wanna talk about it I don't want to think about it, I'm working on becoming numb. I don't care what those asshole counslers say..talking doesn't make it better it just makes you hurt even more when you're already broken. But thank you so much for all of my friends that have called me all weekend and reminded me how lucky i still am to be friends with all of you. i just won't be happy for a long time. There isn't anything anyone can do. but thank you.
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