Reconnecting
Last night I talked to Jessie on the phone for the first time in years.
I was just thinking about how little real human interaction I have anymore with anyone over 10. It was nice to hear a familiar voice and pickup right where we left off.
I had a few drinks, got brave and reached out to Lindsy too. I really have no idea why or how I lost touch with literally everyone over the last few years, but I’ve woken up and I’m ready to have friends again.
Tonight I got to FaceTime with Kristin and Theo for a bit. I was trying to get Solly to talk to him but he was acting crazy.
I think the health news I received Friday has me just throwing caution to the wind and just wanting to have fun and be with friends. I’ve spent so much time obsessing over getting pregnant again and it’s been so exhausting both physically and mentally. I’m ready find “real Brittany” again.
Last night Sis came over and brought dinner. It was fun to hang out but it definitely hasn’t happened enough and she’s about to move away.
Today I started trying to make plans to get all my friends together in Nashville. We had planned to hang out here in October and then I had the miscarriage and it ruined everything. I’m not sure if we will find a weekend that works for everyone but either way I’m planning to go to Louisville and see everyone next month.
Tonight I helped the boys make 100 valentines for their friends.