Loosen Your Hold
Near every birthday and new year I get all weird and feel like I'm getting too old and that the best days of my life are over. Not only that but I've been having mixed emotions about moving on the 21st ... Sandra cried on New Years Day and it made me cry a couple times but then I get excited too. I don't want to get my hopes up though. It's the first time that I've looked back instead of ahead and it hurts a little but things will be fine. Fate please do your thing and don't let me down ...
Feed me something
We'll go back to the start
Take pride of place
Understand our reasons
A photograph taken at the time when
Confidence won't up and leave
So loosen your hold
Though you might be frightened
Release or be caught
If this be the right thing
Unable by thought
To look what the tide brings in