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so much has changed between me and you, and you haven't even realized it. you keep telling me, "we're fine, we're fine" but i don't feel that. and you used to tell me that i was drifting? YOU'RE drifting away from ME now. so what do i do? we don't talk nearly as much as we used to, what happened to that? you used to love to just sit on the phone with me for hours and talk, and it's kind of gone now. i could tell you anything before, and now you're making me feel like i can't. you also used to tell me that i can't talk about anything, you don't ever like to talk about any problems we're having anymore. i feel like everyday i'm begging you for things, why is that? do i really have to beg you? and be so pathetic? i can't stand being so pathetic, you know that, right? seriously though, what the fuck? what happened?