emotional dump
i'm sorry that i'm broken. i'm sorry i handled things badly. sorry that i let you into this. i'm sorry that the way i see things is so vastly different. i'm sorry that my way of being leads to such misconceptions. i'm not sorry for my decision. i'm sorry you will not accept it. i'm sorry that i acted on my own selfish desperation. i'm sorry i took advantage where i saw the ability. i'm sorry that i'm not the one you want. i'm sorry that you have to see me like this. i'm sorry that this is what i amount to right now. i'm sorry i brought my bagagge where there are not supposed to be strings. i'm sorry you were pushed into this. i'm sorry that i did not do more. i'm sorry that you would not let me see how much you needed. i cannot reconcile your decision. is that what's there for me, is that really what it comes to? i'm sorry we were not enough. i'm sorry you are not enough. i have wished that you were. so much would be easier if i could see things that way.
(don't get paranoid, this stretches over years and countless situations)