this is thirty-one.
this is the eighth year in a row i've posted something to livejournal on my birthday.
it's hard to believe this makes eight years. and, for how far i've come, hard to believe it's only eight.
thirty was huge for me. not in traditional ways, but in ways that have meant more to me than i can fully comprehend. i know i've been talking about this roller coaster ride of mine for months now, but honestly, i suspect i'm still on it. coasting, sure--but there's directed momentum beneath. my world has turned upside down, right side up, inside out, take your pick. i never would have guessed a year ago that this is where i'd be, or that i'd be thankful for it. but it is, and i am.
i'm making promises to myself. i'm prioritizing my priorities. i'm reconnecting, resurrecting, digging in.
i'm learning to appreciate how all the tiny beautiful things pile up to make the big things work out okay.
it's hard to believe this makes eight years. and, for how far i've come, hard to believe it's only eight.
thirty was huge for me. not in traditional ways, but in ways that have meant more to me than i can fully comprehend. i know i've been talking about this roller coaster ride of mine for months now, but honestly, i suspect i'm still on it. coasting, sure--but there's directed momentum beneath. my world has turned upside down, right side up, inside out, take your pick. i never would have guessed a year ago that this is where i'd be, or that i'd be thankful for it. but it is, and i am.
i'm making promises to myself. i'm prioritizing my priorities. i'm reconnecting, resurrecting, digging in.
i'm learning to appreciate how all the tiny beautiful things pile up to make the big things work out okay.