Boo
So it's been about two months here at wonderful UMass and I still don't feel like I belong here. It's so funny how I miss so much from home; my family, my friends, just living there, when I seemed to hate it so much and couldn't wait to go to college. Now I'm here and I miss my friends and family so much, I just feel lost. I've met people here that
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but aside from all that, cheer up kiddo.
I know it's hard, especially with all the shit that went on when you got to school, but just don't think about all that stuff.
Even though it sucked so much and the thought of it will always give you that little pain in your heart for a while, just try and put it behind you. Cause this is life kiddo. The only one you've got. And i love you so much that i want you to just be happy. just think that your're happy and you will be happy. Granted, I should be looking in the mirror when i say this, but it is true. It's what i'm trying to tell myself here in high school land. Youre in college! i know your not so happy, and i know you miss home. But home will come and vacations will come and long weekends will come and we're all gonna be here. No matter what we'll be here. There will always be those weekends where we come home and we're all together. We can miss them all we want, but theres no sense in it. Because they will always happen. I won't let it stop. I just cant. you guys mean the world to me and maybe i am dramatic but its only cuz i love you all so much. I am totally rambling on right now and completely off topic but i am avoiding Othello homework,lol
ANYWAYS. Don't let yourself get down. Don't think about how long it will be until your home. Don't think about how much that situation with you know who sucks. Because i know right now this seems so untrue, but even tho he seems like the most amazing person in the world right now (aside from being a total DICKHEAD), but sooner or later someone is going to come along, and he's not going to seem so amazing anymore. patience sucks. i know. but please be happy. It will get better i promise. Think happy and you will be happy.
Now i go back to gouging my eyes out with a shrimp fork.
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