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t-minus 5 days.
I'm actually really nervous about europe
except
no.
i'm going to say i'm anxious.
not worried.
My chest feels really tense thinking about it.
I'm going to be hundreds of miles from home, seeing these famous locations in person.
I feel the same way when i think about beth. The whole tense chest thing.
things are going really well but i'm a little scared.
I've sort of come to expect failure so i'm always a little nervous.
Anxiety/fear seem to be mainstays in my mood.
I guess its a personality trait?
If you want a postcard from europe, be sure and tell me before i leave.
p.s. saetia is the most incredible thing to ever enter my ears.
I'm actually really nervous about europe
except
no.
i'm going to say i'm anxious.
not worried.
My chest feels really tense thinking about it.
I'm going to be hundreds of miles from home, seeing these famous locations in person.
I feel the same way when i think about beth. The whole tense chest thing.
things are going really well but i'm a little scared.
I've sort of come to expect failure so i'm always a little nervous.
Anxiety/fear seem to be mainstays in my mood.
I guess its a personality trait?
If you want a postcard from europe, be sure and tell me before i leave.
p.s. saetia is the most incredible thing to ever enter my ears.