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I know what it is to be passionately in love. The way it feels to throw all caution to the winds. But I was a young man then - or younger. Fearless. Well, maybe that isn’t completely true. Who honestly really can be completely fearless? If you can lie to yourself - you probably can be. But there is always fear, it’s the fear that makes you act. Fear of losing something, fear of dealing with something, fear of accepting…
In many ways I tend to set myself up, wanting things that I most generally can’t have. Perhaps it’s my fear that drives me to choose the unavailable. Perhaps it’s the familiarity of disappointment that I find solace in. My peace.
Passion is a powerful ally and enemy.
In many ways I tend to set myself up, wanting things that I most generally can’t have. Perhaps it’s my fear that drives me to choose the unavailable. Perhaps it’s the familiarity of disappointment that I find solace in. My peace.
Passion is a powerful ally and enemy.