Apr 18, 2003 05:38
yea well i definately cant sleep... i went to bed at 2 and stephi called me at 4 so i got 2 hours of sleep. and its now 5 30ish in the morning. im sitting paging stephi since shes in school. she denys most of the stuff that greg says and she says hes exaggerating so im just gunna believe her and move on from all this shit. i cant keep thinking about it cus itll keep hurting and if i dont move on im just making a mistake. i cant linger on the past it already happened i cant do shit bout it. oh well sucks to be me. last night everyone was telling me to break up with her and stuff. and all i could think bout was how much i miss her atm and how much id miss her if we broke up. but i promised myself that if she does it again i will break up with her cus i gotta respect myself b4 i can be in a relationship.