Frustration
We are the most unbelievably fastidious society imaginable.
I get so irritated when individuals with children act as though their needs are more important than that of any other persons. Especially when waiting tables. They feel that since they have an extra mouth to feed, they deserve the more coveted shifts and that they are otherwise considered first priority.
If you can't afford children, KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS!
MY PHILOSOPHY: If you feel that you're responsible enough to be having sex, you need to be equally if not more responsible to handle the resulting consequences.
Thank the good Lord I was born a homosexual, it's the only break I get. At least I know I'm not susceptible to fatherhood. Although...do they pay you a lot of money to donate your sperm to a sperm bank? I'm tight on cash right now and could use a financial boost. It's an idea. What could be better than having another Bryan Chin running the streets in 2008??? Apart from...the increase in population.
Speaking of financial boosts, they mail our f. aid checks out today and I'm dying to know what I'm getting back. My billing statement didn't match the information on line and I've never been more confused in my life. I broke down Wednesday after a moment of weakness but managed to regain composition after a good night at work. Who knew THAT could actually happen? IF the information is correct, then I would be getting back close to 5,000....which is GRRRRRRRRREAT. I desperately need to pay off my credit cards and then hopefully I'll have enough left over to put down on a new car.
My mom read my e mail on better parenting and found it to be very insightful, which is actually conceivable given the simple fact that our relationship has been improving a little more each day. I think we both realize the validation in one anothers lives and at the end of the day,...she's the only member of my immediate family I can count on. We go round about, but I think I wish she stay alive after all.