Oct 21, 2005 23:19
I love you.....
but..then again.....
i dont.....
i dont know what im gonna do anymore :/
Well today was my brothers b-day and just got to roys from my house celebrating. We went and saw the movie Doom...it was awsome...me and roy agree that movies should do whatever doom did...i aint gonna spoil anything..heh.
Right now me and roy are playing Far Cry that he rented...fuckin sweet game. execellent graphics + violence + guns + 1st person shooter = 1 freakin sweet game lol
lets see tomorrow im going to jessica's b-day and were goin to a haunted house by universal mall its gonna kick ass.....if a guy scares me im just gonna kick him the nuts then run. or ill just tell him to put a paper bag over his head.....hahah last year halloween i did that.....it was great i got a few kicks outa that.....hmmm i might do it again this year.....or unless i can convince my mom to takin us to cedar point...oh well anyways..ohhhh snap i died my hair dark brownish black...but the thing is it didnt turn out dark browish black..it turned out dark browish red..ah well i like it
"Never will I forget you, and all the memories past.
So rarely I get to see your face.
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me."
I want to turn back time to the time when i knew i loved someone...the only someone that i care about with my whole heart and soul. Turn back time to the time when i knew i had found someone for me. Turn back time to the time before all the bullshit came and all the drama that fucked it all up and whatever else did. Pisses me off everytime this happens to me....WHY ME!!? Its all just a big game its either a win or lose situation...and everytime i play.....im always the one who loses
but i want to have a good weekend so im gonna go before i go nuts and start to think again
sunday im not doin anything so if anybody wants to do somethin let me know either call me or somethin later