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man you ever feel like shit.. like you wish you could change the way people think about you or know of you.. i personally feel like people think i'm fuckin an idiot and that i'm a bitch or very easy to use if you would.. i have been feeling that alot lately... kinda starting to get to me too like there are some subjects that i'm not familiar with but you can't think of me entirly different just cuz i have experienced that shit before.. like treat me as if i am younger then i really am.. i don't know this has been on my mind alot lately and just been bugging me lately.. maybe i'll stop being so fuckn nice so people like don't take advantage of that like even my own family does it to me.. one day i hope people will look at me the same way they would to anyone else my age.. not just some fuckn little bitch who occasionaly has money and is willing to drop everyithing to do something for you.. this isn't intended to be at anyone i'm just feeling like a loser i guess.. i didn't know being sooo nice could make you feel soo bad.. well ya i'm gonna go finish my homeowrk.. so i'll talk to efveryone later.