Jul 11, 2006 22:00
what am I doing?
serisuosly i cant take this anymore. I cant. I feel like there is no one in this entire world i can talk to. These days its so hard to get a hold of anyone and when I do they dont want to talk. i really miss kelly.
i just started having this feeling back again and its werid becuase i thought it was gone for good. my life is going unbelievably good, maybe im just selfish and want everything perfect.
ehh i just cant bring myself to that point.
I know Im not ready, but it seems like it would be the easy way out. right now anything seems like the easy way out.
im sorry if your reading this and are confused of my unfinished sentences.
I m tired
life is great huh?
And they say its only going to get better......