invisible

Mar 30, 2005 13:57

Yea soo lately i've been feelings uhhh friendless... everyones hanging out with others during their spring break.. and when i get asked wut i've been doing for spring break i say i hung out wit my family (mainly my cousins... their older and can drive and yea..) it sux.. ( not that i don't love to hang wit my cuz's! los amo! y gracias para todo!) its like i really have no one, yea and i'm not writing this for people to im me and be like ohh alexis and blah blah yea NO soo yea w/e ur thinking STOP thinking it... i try to make plans wit people buut w/e who cares riite its only me talkin riite??.. yea thats all i am no one w/e i'm done wit this entry tired of being left out.. i'm just gonna go out and try to have the best time i can.. and find who my real friends are.. its liike i'm there for everyone else and hear all their problems (i don't really mind though u guys.. i'm the next oprah and its good practice soo its all good haha) buut its like u don't want to hear mine (i really hardly have any lol) its like people only want to be friends wit me when its "convienent" to them, i would never do that... i'm just a person who wants to have fun and all that jazz.. GAWD! can't wait to grow up.. since i'm not enjoyin my teen years w/e WHO THE FUCK CARES!!! i should just take my feelings and drown them

Alexis
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