Long Time No Talk
So I thought I would write a little journal entry. If no one reads it, no skin off my nose, like I said in my last entry I like writing for my own good. I am really happy because I am doing awesome in school. I am in the Occupational Therapy program and so I thought it would be super hard which it kind of is and it is a TON of work but I am getting all A's as far as I know (as long as I did not bomb any finals) so that's better than I did in some of my regular classes. I also want to finish my associate's in business so I will be super busy but it will be well worth it.
On another note I have been thinking about past and present friends a lot lately since some of my previous friends want to hang out over break and some people I do miss greatly and I think how weird it is that we were once so close and then I don't even know how it ended, others I am super glad that it is over. I do not like to think about what old friends might say about me, I wish they would focus on the good but people always focus on the bad. It's so weird how people change. Also I know a lot of people think that I lost touch with people as a result of me and Dean dating but that is not it at all. No one knows how busy I am with school and work. It is seriously all I do, which sucks, but it won't when I have an awesome job in 2010. Another thing I was thinking about the other day was some of the stupid guy decisions I have made in my life and I found myself wondering, "why didn't my friends say anything?" I am not saying that it is their fault in any way b/c obviously it was me that made the choices and I take full responsibility and have no regrets but I just find it weird that people did not care enough to say something. Anyways... way too deep, I know. I really love being in this program it is really cool to have 38 new friends that you can always count on seeing. I like pretty much everyone in the program and I like being involved.
This Christmas break is going to be crazy b/c my work wants me to work more and I have some old friends to see, ice fishing to do, movies to watch with my mom, and my sister to visit with! I am so excited to see her again and have her home for Christmas :).
I am 21 now so that's fun lol, I can't wait until Dean is. We went out with his sister and her boyfriend Saturday to celebrate my birthday and that was really fun. Tonight Dean and I are Christmas shopping so that will be stressful lol I need more money.
Anyways I feel like I had more to say but I can't think. Oh and I am trying to be a better person b/c my personality has changed a lot over the past nine months or so and it's a weird thing to deal with. I really need to set aside a time each day to spend with God but it is so hard when I am so busy, but at least we talk everyday. Well I gotta go check my final grades. Ttyl people. <333