my love is pure
i was on the phone for about an hour last night with alex. he was drunk/high. he doesnt do drugs, but every once in awhile hell get really bored and huff some shit from work (hes RETARDED) but w/e. he told me alot of stuff im not sure if it was the dead brain cells talking, or something he just never would admit sober. i told him i didnt think he was as happy we he was pretending and he half agreed. we talked about his girlfriend, and how shes complicated, and he said he wishes she had my personality. that he shouldnt have broken up with me. (well cheated on me and forced me to break up with him) he said he likes talking to me because he misses me, and we can actually carry on a conversation, just based on knowing each other for so long. his dad moved to FL, so he said hed take me to the lake house one saturday and wed hang out.
he drove over last night. i made him call me half way because he refused to listen when i told him i didnt think he should be driving, esp. since its snowing so bad. but he made it. thank god.
i think i miss him, maybe alot. christina thinks hes fucking with me, but hes not sober enough to be able to pull that off. i just dont know if hes just talking out of his ass, not that hes trying to fuck with me, just that hes high and doesnt know what hes saying. the last time i talked to him when he was like this he told me he loved me, but then took it back. but i said to him, i thought you hated me and hes like "i dont hate you toots i love you" oye. i dunno ill talk to him today, see what he has to say about it.
he drove over last night. i made him call me half way because he refused to listen when i told him i didnt think he should be driving, esp. since its snowing so bad. but he made it. thank god.
i think i miss him, maybe alot. christina thinks hes fucking with me, but hes not sober enough to be able to pull that off. i just dont know if hes just talking out of his ass, not that hes trying to fuck with me, just that hes high and doesnt know what hes saying. the last time i talked to him when he was like this he told me he loved me, but then took it back. but i said to him, i thought you hated me and hes like "i dont hate you toots i love you" oye. i dunno ill talk to him today, see what he has to say about it.