Well hello lj ..

[brwneyedgurl143]

It has been forever and after reading old post, I wish I could say things haven't changed but damn. I guess I would have to say 2009 was THE year for change. Too much stuff went down last year and I wish I could take a lot of the bad things back but "you can't regret what once made you smile." I've been trying for almost a year now to make myself happy and think positive but those days never leave my mind and it just seems to make it harder. For now I'll just keep smiling and hoping for the best for everyone. I’m not too sure about the end, they may get married or just stay friends but whatever happens, she’s just happy she found him ..

Just know I miss ya
Signed XOXO, Panda