May 25, 2004 16:27
okay...so i know i dont really type in here that much anymore...but here it goes...
I really enjoy the hugs justin....thank you.<3
today...after i got home from school...my brother was so excited...and he said "JENN GUESS WHAT?!?!?!" of course i was wondering what can make him feel so boastful and everything...so i asked and you know what he told me?? he said "i learned a hip-hop dance in school today!!!" he was so excited and it was so cute i just wanted to hug him, but i didnt cuz i woulda felt kinda lame cuz he woulda been like what are you doing. but its just that...i dunno...everything has changed so much around here and i miss chilling with him when he was that "good kid" and im glad that he is how he is for the most part....cuz most kids his age are already cussing and dressing like homies and starting to try drugs...its sad i know...hes eleven....and all these kids are already starting all of that....but he doesnt do that....no cussing...when he does i say tyler dont do that thats bad...and i never really notice how much that actually makes a difference but apparently it does cuz he doesnt cuss and when i do he says jenn dont say that thats bad or hell be like "JENN YOU CUSSED!"...its crazy...im glad he can still be happy over the little things like learning a dance....that was cute...and then he tried to show it to me...and he said"oh sorry it looks bad cuz there isnt any music...it has to be that one song with atown down in it"...
<3 Jenn<3