wow...its been a while
yea so i most def haven't been on here in a VERY long time....i forgot my password and everything so...
hmmm college...has had its high and low points...and very low points but that's expected right...a major transition of life doesn't sit well with people sometimes and i just happen to be one of them.
life is pretty good tho...despite the whole working at a boring job and waking up at 8 and having class and homework haha
i'm happy to be where i am...FINALLY!!!
::i get along great with my mom (well mostly...we talk everyday and fight about once every 2 weeks instead of the usual day to day...and she says she loves me SO much more!!)
::i have an amazing boyfriend who i'm very much in love with...i can't believe one year ago today we had our first kiss : D....honestly who remembers that? haha i definitely consider myself to be one of the lucky ones...i've always looked at couples...especially mark and dani...and said to myself..i want that...
-i always wanted that guy that would look at me and see no one else
-the guy that would love me more than life itself, and i would love him just as much
-the guy that i could act like a complete ass with
-one i didn't have to wear make up and he'd say i look gorgeous
-a guy that would look at me in the morning with my hair all over the place and say "you are the only person in the world that looks beautiful in the morning"
-one that wouldn't smother me and give me a chance to live my own life but be there to fight for me if i needed him to
-one that would do anything to give me the world on a silver platter
-one that puts my happiness before his own
-a guy who's family absolutely adores and doesn't mind if i spend the weekend @ their house
-one who gives the best hugs
-a guy who loves to sleep with me just as much as i love to sleep with him...its amazing the feeling you get when you fall asleep and wake up in the same bed as the love of your life
-a guy who isnt afraid to show me his softer side
-a guy who i know in my heart i will marry one day
oh god i could go on forever...he means the world to me....i can't remember what life was like before him...i just remember not being happy...
i love christopher allen with all of my heart and soul...
okay i'm done being mushy : o)
off to do some hw...FUCk!!
hmmm college...has had its high and low points...and very low points but that's expected right...a major transition of life doesn't sit well with people sometimes and i just happen to be one of them.
life is pretty good tho...despite the whole working at a boring job and waking up at 8 and having class and homework haha
i'm happy to be where i am...FINALLY!!!
::i get along great with my mom (well mostly...we talk everyday and fight about once every 2 weeks instead of the usual day to day...and she says she loves me SO much more!!)
::i have an amazing boyfriend who i'm very much in love with...i can't believe one year ago today we had our first kiss : D....honestly who remembers that? haha i definitely consider myself to be one of the lucky ones...i've always looked at couples...especially mark and dani...and said to myself..i want that...
-i always wanted that guy that would look at me and see no one else
-the guy that would love me more than life itself, and i would love him just as much
-the guy that i could act like a complete ass with
-one i didn't have to wear make up and he'd say i look gorgeous
-a guy that would look at me in the morning with my hair all over the place and say "you are the only person in the world that looks beautiful in the morning"
-one that wouldn't smother me and give me a chance to live my own life but be there to fight for me if i needed him to
-one that would do anything to give me the world on a silver platter
-one that puts my happiness before his own
-a guy who's family absolutely adores and doesn't mind if i spend the weekend @ their house
-one who gives the best hugs
-a guy who loves to sleep with me just as much as i love to sleep with him...its amazing the feeling you get when you fall asleep and wake up in the same bed as the love of your life
-a guy who isnt afraid to show me his softer side
-a guy who i know in my heart i will marry one day
oh god i could go on forever...he means the world to me....i can't remember what life was like before him...i just remember not being happy...
i love christopher allen with all of my heart and soul...
okay i'm done being mushy : o)
off to do some hw...FUCk!!