id do anything..just to hold u in my arms.. . . . . .
i am so happy that i have a day off tomorrow. you have no freaking idea. i wanna go look at cars. but who knows when ill wake up and wat ill be in the mood for lol. 59.86 hrs is alot of friggan hrs specially when its a waitressing job where they consider 35 alot of house. but..all this money is goin into the bank..mm hmm. . .
work was ok today. long friggan day. i kept gettin sat durin the day which was fine with me...money right? but tonight..michelle came in. and let me tell u. NO..just wrong..lol. i odnt kno how or why she waitressed b4..but she did..and i kno that its a new job and everything but she screws everything up. she had like...2 tables..and she was all "stressing out" and her section was wicked dirty and there were trays everywhere piled with plates. uhm NO. u dont do that. but watever i told her that seh couldnt do that..its just really annoying when ppl friggan dont listen to a damn word u say and then when u tell em again..they're like HUH? oho ho oh and secret..yea she was on a double..but she came in at 12..and like..had katie stop seating her at 4..how the fuck do u figure that? and then she has the balls to approach me and say "i kno u came in at 10 and i came in at 12...but would it be ok if i left a lil earlier" i was like "when u work 60 hrs in a week..ill let u leave b4 me" lucky for her i had a table that was taken forever to eat so she got to leave 1st. but stil...it wasnt my fault she went and got drunk last night. but im home..and i talked to jon for a bit. and im satisfied.
ok..so im like stressed..and i dunno. i guess im kinda thinking more than i really should be thinking. like..everythign with jon was goinso awesome..and it still is..but now im just worrying so much, like..he's talken to me..answering my calls..calling me back...i love it..i dont want it to stop, and im afriad that he's gonna like..get sick of it again and things will stop again. i mean we aitn back together .. totally .. but we are talking. and we are taking things slow...so i mean that does count for something..i dunno. im just stressin and thinkin WAY to much. ok im gonna go pee now..bye
work was ok today. long friggan day. i kept gettin sat durin the day which was fine with me...money right? but tonight..michelle came in. and let me tell u. NO..just wrong..lol. i odnt kno how or why she waitressed b4..but she did..and i kno that its a new job and everything but she screws everything up. she had like...2 tables..and she was all "stressing out" and her section was wicked dirty and there were trays everywhere piled with plates. uhm NO. u dont do that. but watever i told her that seh couldnt do that..its just really annoying when ppl friggan dont listen to a damn word u say and then when u tell em again..they're like HUH? oho ho oh and secret..yea she was on a double..but she came in at 12..and like..had katie stop seating her at 4..how the fuck do u figure that? and then she has the balls to approach me and say "i kno u came in at 10 and i came in at 12...but would it be ok if i left a lil earlier" i was like "when u work 60 hrs in a week..ill let u leave b4 me" lucky for her i had a table that was taken forever to eat so she got to leave 1st. but stil...it wasnt my fault she went and got drunk last night. but im home..and i talked to jon for a bit. and im satisfied.
ok..so im like stressed..and i dunno. i guess im kinda thinking more than i really should be thinking. like..everythign with jon was goinso awesome..and it still is..but now im just worrying so much, like..he's talken to me..answering my calls..calling me back...i love it..i dont want it to stop, and im afriad that he's gonna like..get sick of it again and things will stop again. i mean we aitn back together .. totally .. but we are talking. and we are taking things slow...so i mean that does count for something..i dunno. im just stressin and thinkin WAY to much. ok im gonna go pee now..bye