Nov 15, 2006 15:01
well i did not and can not get into the COLOR 302 class.
tuesday was pretty much the worst day of the school year. i had lack of sleep. i find out that the art advisor is holding my permit for ART 213 until xmas break. and right now there are only six kids signed up and there has to be a min of ten kids for the class to go on. im not going to lie im worried. yesterday i also went to talk to the color teacher about getting into the class and he won't let anyone in. i started crying in the art office it was pretty much ridiculous. flo, the secretary, offered me a kleenex. then i had to go take a music test. i came home and told lauren what happened and just started tearing again...tears of frustration. she and christina were/are praying for me. lauren just sat and listened as i cried and talked in frustration of how much i hate school, i hate school, i hate niu. she said it would be ok.
i don't know why i started crying because. i already have a signed permit for my 213 class. and my color class isn't a requirement for Portfolio Review. so i can take it next semester. basically it was just the enemy pulling my leg..haha goood ol' satan he succeeded briefly. but did not prevail. im just prayin for God's will to be done. even though i was talking to God and asking why couldn't things go my way. yea i talk to God.
i talked to my friend Melvin, or TEXAS, as lauren calls him. he's really business oriented and has had bad experience with the church, but won't go to another church because he feels loyalty to it. which doesn't make sense. i told him he's just making excuses. he didn't like his church cause they fight all the time, they have to call in the police for board meetings cause people get violent. its really sad. TEXAS says he just doesn't care what people think and won't let their judgements run his life. i told him he's making excuses he is letting them run is spiritual life he doesn't go to church or read his Bible the only person he is hurting is himself. He also has a thing for money he was telling me he and i should go into business. he's 19 and has already had 2 businesses. i told him money wasn't a priority for me. he just didn't get it. he reminded me of Phil. i know i got through to him because he said i got him thinking. hopefully he's thinking, i told him to start by just reading a psalm a day.
*sighs* life's hard. but im glad i have God. what else is going on? we're looking for a fourth roomate. so if you know anyone give us a hollar. there will be interviews.
lauren and i had an epiphony about the disney channel. it was pretty intense
tony is here. he's pretty intense. when you see him, you just think he is thinking..LA LA LA LA. its pretty much funny.
im thankful for people here. they are really challenging me spirtually. its different i can see the difference here and back home and i feel people need to step up.
well im off
tony has to use the internet.
so tony went on to check his grades and here's the convo
tony: "oh man
liz/lauren: "what happened"
tony: "i got a 94"
liz and lauren give looks of disbelief
liz: "what were you hoping to get?"
tony: "i thought at least a 99"
tony: "well on this next paper ill get a 70"
lauren: "so in real life a 98"
tony: "haha you guys sound like hannah"
oh tony you just go on LA LA LA-ing
we had a power surge so we dont have our wireless so we connected with a wire..welcome to the 90's
lizluv
ps. i think its funny how lauren and kristy have a fone date
pss. NICK JRs WONDER PEtS THE FUNNIEST SHOW EVER.