hey guys

Jul 08, 2005 15:17

hey guys,

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty. He said...no. She asked
him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he
replied with a no. She had heard enough.( this is all what chris would say to me!) he wont say the rest

As she walked away, tears were streaming down her face. The boy grabbed
her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be
with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever! And I wouldn't cry if you
walked away...I'd die..

i know that i havent been on in along time but now i can for at least a couple of days.JESSICA Spillman if you read this i know how you are going though. i am single and it sucks and when i try to talk to my ex all i get is him being nasty to me. he thinks that it was all my fault even though that i have told him sorry for like the millionth time but i guess its not good enoght for him. i know that ppl say that you are not supposed to fall in love at a young age but when i went out wit hChris i did. he cant understand that you cant just fall out of love with someone and think that everything is going to be great...it has been almost 3 months and it still hurts sometime knowing that he blames me for everything. but whatever. everytime that i am home or hanging with my firends it hurt knowthat a person that i spend 6 and a half months dotn give to shits about me anymore and rather make me fell this way. like he saids that i am so high matinance(cant spell) and that i guess that i was not good enoght for him or ever will be. then he started saying that i dressed to nicely. i was like what your crazy all i wore was a pair of pants most of the time and a nice shirt. some time i wore skirts but thats all. so i dont know what kind of grl he wants. he dont know me anymore and he thinks he still knows the tiffany that he went out with. but he is wrong. i have grown to be a better person since all he can do is blame me for everything. then when i ask him questions he wont answer them. its bull shit that he acts that way towards me. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeee. the one that he supposeily loved but how do you fall out of love in just a day CHRIS I DONT GET IT?????????? there is no way. but you tell me now that you dont wont to have any thing to do with me and that you dont care about anyone or anything but yourself... its sad to say that i didnt even get a thanks from you for all the shit that i did for you. i helped you get off all of you med, and yoy stopped having those bad dreams...all die to me.i cant even get a thank you from him.i know that deep down in his heart that he feels he still cares for me but he wants to be a hard ass and be like no i dont want you i dont need you and i can be an ass all i want... but this is life and if he keeps acting like that no girl will ever want him. i was his first girlfriend and his first everything. some ppl say that i was the best thing that happened to him and if he cant see that than he isnt worth all of this shit. i went over to his house a couple weeks ago to give him a rose and then i left really quickly and of corse he didnt call to say thank you or why did you give that to me. ok think of what girl will go all out of her way to be with someone that she thinks will work out but he wont give it another chance( my stupied ass self) well i guess i am stupied if i still care about him..... its just that yesterday i called to see how is court date went and he was being nasty to me the entire time and i was like im sry that i waist your time just to see how you are. i did not call him to fight or argue or to tell him that i wanted to be with him just cuz i know that HE WILL NEVER GIVE ME THAT CHANCE AGAIN due to the fact that he is to good for me. i am nothing to him and that he rather be with someone that wont care a shit about him and will walk all over him. so CHRIS if thats what kind of girl you want good luck cuz there are lots of them like that. i did sometimes i admit to that. he has everyhting that he could want because of his aunts. so why not but i stopped thinking that way once i got to know him more. than he tells everyone that i made him broke which is a lye. i didnt i payed when i could and he knows it but ohhh no i messed everything up so chris if you read this i hope that you are happy and that you are happy of what you did to me. its crap that at my military ball that you wouldnt dance with me even though you were my date, how you break up with me and the next day ask out my friend.IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU. if you loved me like you said you did than why the hell would you do all that shit to me...???? i dont get it and i guess i will never get it cuz you cant give me any answers. i dont know if its that you are scared of loving me again or what but i do still care about you and if you cant see what we had was great than you have problems. i am sick and tired of waking up in the middle of the night wishing that you are there next to me holding me like you used to.. and having dreams that you think will never come true.... you are so wrong about me and everything. i have change and i am a better person than you ever will be.you just put me doen to make yourself feel better andthis time its not working. so i dont care if i dont have a job or get to take my dads or i should say rays truck whereever i want too. o.k. but you dont understand me or anything that i go though.try being in my shoesyou wont last a day in them because you get everything handed to you and my family is not like that . so if you want to judge someone why dont you get to know them first and then talk shit about them behild there backs???this is how i feel and that you dont understand me like you say you do ok Chris.... i know that u wont read this but i hope u do. i am sry about everything and i wished that it would of worked out between us cuz u know everyone thought it was the greatest thing between us both like a fairy tale well thats how i felt. i was so happy when i first met u and that u were my friend at first and then u became more.. yea we had our ups and downs but thats how life goes. i miss u now and i missed u then but life goes on and i hope it doent end.the fact that i want to be friends witn you better now then before we ever went out .... sry about this thing but i had to tell u how i felt sry ..when you think that one one cares about you think again i will always care about you. you were the first guytaht i have loved before. yea i have been with other guys but you were special to me and that you cant understand that.you should of never kissed me again that day that i cme over your house. you sould of left me alone and it wouldnt have been this way. but you like to play with peoples minds and hurt them to get a laugh whick i think is really stupied.i know that you dont care but atleast take the time to e-mail me bac to see what you think ok please.....well i guess this is good-bye, take care of your self, stay out of trouble and i miss you and i love you always have and always will. ......LOVE ALWAYS TIFFANY A.K.A. your little princess..this song makes me upset evertime i hear it

Title: We Belong Together

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
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