Jun 14, 2014 10:01
Last week nanejahn suffered a major heart attack. I'm not sure how much time is left --
I'll spend tomorrow morning in ICU with him, he's been sedated for the last 3 days, on Monday...they'll have to make a decision. I couldn't really understand what my mom meant when she said 'decision'
I visited him in ICU a few days ago, he ordered steak and I cut it up into pieces so it would be easier for him to eat. I tried cutting the bread stick, but it was too tough to cut, I told him that it was shitty bread and told him not to eat it, and we both sort of laughed.
I wonder how my siblings will deal with this..i dont think we'll talk to each other about it, i doubt we would talk to any one.
I feel nervous.