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May 02, 2004 03:35

So... Whats been up as of late?? YES! my life sucks balls and ass at the same time!! Well maybe ass, then balls.Because maybe the poop from the ass can smear on the balls, that just making it ten times worse!I work at PetCO...Thats just a boat load of ass balls right there.My boss is a crazy, napolionesk wrong colored Oompa Loompa. He's latched himself on to my ass hairs I think he's quite fond of being there, because ha! He WON'T GET OFF! I got bit by an attack Fancy Mouse the other day...When I asked how well the little shits are checked for ungodly diseases all I got was "Oh yeah, they're checked 100%" HAHAHAHHA. Wonderful! That sounds so convincing coming from a man who's world renowned for his sarcasm. Needless to say...I NEED A NEW FUCKING JOB!

On a sadder and more serious note.....

As we all know my best friend of 12 years passed a little while ago. Life seems so unclear now. If anything there are few things in my life that are a constant. Mary is no longer one of them. She always managed to stand out from everybody. In the endless abyss that is the gothic sub culture, she always made it clear to everybody that she was there.Through all the faded stars and broken memory she always shown bright like a beautiful fallen angel. Ever since, there are times I expect to wake up and have her poking me saying "Lets go to the club". I can't help but think "Is it almost over??" Is the past just that??I find it harder and harder to believe that there are no more memories to be had with her. No more crazy outings. No more "Hey Erin look what I did to my hair this time. It's soooooooo purple". Yet when I think of those things, although they should be a happy moment in time,It brings tears to my eyes.

My friend Rick is in prison...It's almost unreal how far away I am.
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