It hurts when they hurt you.
You know when you find something out and you are
shocked? You cover your mouth and burst into tears and wish you could
take it all back and wish you never read it? I want to be strong and
end it all but it's hard. I'm not happy about much these days and it
does not help that I'm weak and can't end it. I can't let go. I feel
like I can't do much of anything I have zero motivation. But on the
other hand I want to leave and I can leave and fuck everything and
leave it in the past and let go. Talk to me it would be nice to go on a
drive with you....You know who you are.