I suck my toung in remembrance of you
Latley I get so sad when I think back on things that when I'm sitting in a car with my friends I want to burst out in tears.I saw this couple walking on 21st today and thought about the feeling of someone caring and loving me.I miss that more then anything.Sometimes I get so sad that I can't even shed one tear.I get to the point where I huff and puff and nothing comes out.I don't think anyone cared about me so much.He was good to me but he also fucked my life up forever.I think I need help I need to talk to someone I need a good long hard cry when no one is home.The ones that you just scream at the top of your lugs and feel like your going to vomit and you can't catch your breath.I miss so much and I know half of it was my fault.I just miss him/it/us/love.