Dec 21, 2004 21:24
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as christmas day approaches
i feel the deepest sorrow...
as many of you know i lost my
beloved Kerstin on xmas day '03.
i've gone-on with my life and im
sure she would have wanted me to.
...but i still miss her so.
a year has gone by, but it feels
like it was yesterday.
i promised her i would go-on if
anything ever happened to her.
its been a long hard road,
and a constant struggle...
i've really learned to live,
enjoy and respect life.
if i have any resolutions for
this coming year...
its to keep the promises i made
(in love) to her & her family.
its a heavy burden, and i feel
so not worthy of it...
may god, goddess, powers that be,
eternal forces, etc...
please help me through another year,
so that i may keep my promises.
...to her.
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