Jun 19, 2005 12:28
I want to document high school. These are the highlights.
9th grade.
-being petrified because i hated middle school.
-me having almost no friends.
-finally losing 30 lbs and not being fat anymore.
-finally getting rid of my comb-over.
-meeting some of my future best friends.
-"you guysss can i work with you??"
-my mole falling off and me thinking i had cancer.
-making friends in english class.
-realizing that when i act like myself, people like me better.
-realizing that i wasn't comfortable acting like myself when i was fat.
-my first ap class being a joke and setting the trend for all [of my] ap classes to follow.
-my lunch table thinking it was funny to get up and leave while i was getting my lunch.
10th grade.
-me still being a self conscious fuck.
-meeting real friends.
-re-uniting with babs after not talking since 6th grade. "I KNOW YOUUU"
-meeting kelly/kristen who introduced me to "the group."
-re-uniting with amanda after getting a weird first impression in 9th grade.
-gym class with stouter.
-stouter eating children on the first day of class.
-study sessions in the library.
-me forming my own "group."
-back ----> bbackt.
-ap world part II being just as much of a joke as ap world part I.
-"whats the communist economy called?" "COMMUNIST!?"
-april fools day. me almost dying because i was so paranoid.
-sweet 16s.
-ms trifiletti telling my class to go to hell.
-beginning of my dotphoto site.
-best summer of my life [thus far].
-starting to lose my self consciousness by the end of the year.
-realizing that real friends dont leave the lunch table when youre getting your food.
11th grade.
-all the groups of friends collide.
-ap us history = hell. mr cohn wanted my blood.
-SATs = hell #2.
-friends make things okay.
-my first invite to leanne's famous christmas party.
-chemistry being the best and worst class of my life at the same time.
-gym being hilarious.
-re-uniting with christa after not talking to her since 8th grade.
-not reading any books in english but still getting an A for the year because ms belli was stupid.
-lunch being insane.
-"i love the wind..."
-throwing shit down mariah's shirt.
-andrew's drunken parties that i didnt go to.
-people arguing about pot.
-end of the year regents that made me want to cry.
-my mom telling me that i was going to screw up the most important year of my high school career.
-me not screwing up the most important year of my high school career.
-summer not being as good as 10th grade's summer.
-going on my first cruise.
-jr prom.
-six flags.
-everybody getting along.
-me getting my lisence/car.
-getting my first job [STAPLES WOOOHOOO].
-me feeling loved.
-me realizing that im not ugly like i was in 9th grade.
-people thinking that im conceited.
12th grade.
-people stop getting along.
-stupid fights.
-[most] people getting over the stupid fights.
-still wishing things could be great like the summer of 10th grade.
-ap gov being a joke.
-having 982374 classes with cathy.
-having 0 classes with amanda.
-hardly ever going to italian.
-going to calc even less often.
-having 7th 8th and 9th off.
-going to the beach starting in april.
-getting my first sunburn of the season in april.
-meeting new people.
-me and my locker buddy becoming good friends via study hall.
-deciding where to go to college.
-college applications = hell.
-my mom saying that im going to screw up the college application process and end up in suffolk.
-me not screwing up the college application process and deciding on new paltz.
-becoming distant from some people.
-becoming closer to others.
-my mom saying that im too obsessed with my friends.
-me realizing that i love my friends so much because my mom criticizes me too much, making me want to be away from home.
-best birthday ever.
-babs.
-tobez.
-amander.
-cathio.
-feka.
-joanne.
-bbackt ---> jbbackt.
-end of senior year.
-nobody crying like we expected.
-yearbooks coming out okay. but everybody saying they were shitty.
I think this is it up to now. Feel free to add things through commenting. I'm sure this summer will hold a lot of new memories. Like prom. and graduation. and WESTHAMPTON.
High school has been a fucking rollercoaster.