Aug 03, 2005 13:44
Omg i AM SPEEECHLESS.. My BabY could have DIED, i could have DIED.. omgg.. i cant breathe.. it was only a few hours ago at 11:30..
Rob was comign to get me to go to belmar, with gabe and his girl.. they called and was liek ill be there soon im on my way.. so i am all exicted and get readyy.. then rob calls me and is liek "i just got in a huge accident on gordens corner road, i gotta go" SO i am like what the helll!!! i run outa my house and run all the way to gordens corner which is like 3 blocks from my hosue without a stop for air.. it was the fatsest ive ever ran..
I get there and see his car just anbout totaled, police cars.. omg.. the friggen woman crossed over a double solid line and stopped midway and cutt in frontof him.. that moron. then he smacked into her spun and went into oncoming traffic.. to avoid headon collision he sped into the side trees.. omg i wanna cryy.. he wasnt wearing a seatbelt and could have flown into the glass window.. his foot is messed up and his brothers arm is sore. teh airbags could have decapitated him.. . i told him things can be worse, hes liek yeah i am soo happy to be alive. I FEEL SO GUILTY ., i dk , im like if he didnt come to get me this would have never happened. i wanna cry .. I just pray that this woont affect his baseball career or anything.. i cant seem to see the goood in this , but i pray that its all for the better, Maybe if i would have gotten into teh car we could have crashed on 18 and all died..omg i dont know.. things keep on flying through my mind.. i dont know how to feel bettter.. OH LORd help me pleaseee!!!