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worst past few days ever!*
Sunday* mom woke me up around 9 saying dad was taking her to the clinic because she didn't feel good. well they ended up sending her to the hospital to get some testes done. Around 10 my cousin Rachel called asking if I wanted her to come get me, and I'm like why? and she just keep asking do you want me to come get you, and I'm like why what's going on. She's like because of your mom, and I'm like what's wrong with my mom! Well she handed the phone to my aunt saying "Mom Kayla doesn't know what's going on!" By then I'm ballin' my eyes out because I have the worst feeling ever. So my aunt get's on the phone and goes "Kayla, have you not talked to your dad or grandma?" and I was like "No but what is going on!?" ((My aunt feels super bad because she thought I knew what was going on so she had to tell me.)) Then she goes "Kayla your mom is very sick, and is having a lot of pain in her body, and they are not sure what is causing it so she is getting tests done" I started crying even harder. Then she asked if I wanted her to come get me and I said yeah. I hung up the phone with my aunt to go get ready and my phones ringing again, its my dad. My dad goes "Kay bay, your moms not doing so good, were still trying to figure out what's wrong." Once again just start crying like no other. and I told my dad I wanted to go see her, so my dad had my aunt bring me up there. My aunt came and got me, and took me to the hospital too see my mom, I got there and just by looking at her started to cry. She was so white, and was hooked up too so many machines and I could tell just be looking at her and the tears coming from her eyes that she was in pain, and I was scared and hated myself because there wasn't anything I could do. I ended up staying there the whole time my mom was, she left for about 4 hours to go get testes done and they just keep telling us they couldn't find anything wrong. Me, Rachel, My Aunt, and Grammy all just started crying, my dad wanted too yo could tell by the look of his eyes but he was trying to stay strong. By 6:30-7 they let her out, why I have no flipping idea but they are stupid*! they couldn't find anything wrong but want her to go see a few other doctors. Mom came home and just layed down, because she was tired. Woke my dad up in the middle of the night not feeling good again. :'(
Then too make matters even worse, me and Christian broke up* Really have no idea why* eh* w/e* I guess*
Monday* Mom didn't feel good at all, and didn't go too work, and since my dad left this morning to go out of town again. I told her I'd stay with her so if she needed anything. home from school too help mom. She still wasn't feeling good, but last night she said she started feeling better. Wed. she goes to the doctor, so maybe they will find out what's wrong--I hope*
Today* Stayed home again, because last night I was up like all night getting sick. And didn't fell all that much better so mom just told me to stay home.
Going to lay down...I'll update more later...xoxo*
Sunday* mom woke me up around 9 saying dad was taking her to the clinic because she didn't feel good. well they ended up sending her to the hospital to get some testes done. Around 10 my cousin Rachel called asking if I wanted her to come get me, and I'm like why? and she just keep asking do you want me to come get you, and I'm like why what's going on. She's like because of your mom, and I'm like what's wrong with my mom! Well she handed the phone to my aunt saying "Mom Kayla doesn't know what's going on!" By then I'm ballin' my eyes out because I have the worst feeling ever. So my aunt get's on the phone and goes "Kayla, have you not talked to your dad or grandma?" and I was like "No but what is going on!?" ((My aunt feels super bad because she thought I knew what was going on so she had to tell me.)) Then she goes "Kayla your mom is very sick, and is having a lot of pain in her body, and they are not sure what is causing it so she is getting tests done" I started crying even harder. Then she asked if I wanted her to come get me and I said yeah. I hung up the phone with my aunt to go get ready and my phones ringing again, its my dad. My dad goes "Kay bay, your moms not doing so good, were still trying to figure out what's wrong." Once again just start crying like no other. and I told my dad I wanted to go see her, so my dad had my aunt bring me up there. My aunt came and got me, and took me to the hospital too see my mom, I got there and just by looking at her started to cry. She was so white, and was hooked up too so many machines and I could tell just be looking at her and the tears coming from her eyes that she was in pain, and I was scared and hated myself because there wasn't anything I could do. I ended up staying there the whole time my mom was, she left for about 4 hours to go get testes done and they just keep telling us they couldn't find anything wrong. Me, Rachel, My Aunt, and Grammy all just started crying, my dad wanted too yo could tell by the look of his eyes but he was trying to stay strong. By 6:30-7 they let her out, why I have no flipping idea but they are stupid*! they couldn't find anything wrong but want her to go see a few other doctors. Mom came home and just layed down, because she was tired. Woke my dad up in the middle of the night not feeling good again. :'(
Then too make matters even worse, me and Christian broke up* Really have no idea why* eh* w/e* I guess*
Monday* Mom didn't feel good at all, and didn't go too work, and since my dad left this morning to go out of town again. I told her I'd stay with her so if she needed anything. home from school too help mom. She still wasn't feeling good, but last night she said she started feeling better. Wed. she goes to the doctor, so maybe they will find out what's wrong--I hope*
Today* Stayed home again, because last night I was up like all night getting sick. And didn't fell all that much better so mom just told me to stay home.
Going to lay down...I'll update more later...xoxo*