counting the days until i am on my own
well, im bumping up my move date. well, not really. trey and i are going up sunday afternoon and i am staying over a few days so i can fill out some applications. im really sad about this b/c ive relied on trey to be my backbone for the last 3 years and now im on my own again (not really. im just being a baby).
jamies mom is getting worse. for those of you who dont know, jamies mom has liver failure. well during katrina her kidneys went out also. fema pd to have mrs linda and lauren (jamies sister) flown to kanas. from what jamie was telling me was that yesterday her mom was fine and today she would not respond to any one. jamie is flying out tomorrow at 4 pm. shes never flown before and she is really scared.
i never knew growing up was going to be so painful. when your growing up and your parents are telling you what to expect when you get older they never tell you that the people you love are going to die, that your friends are going to move away, and that you yourself will leave the nest and fly to your destiny. sometimes i wonder that if we where taught this at birth, would we still be happy???? or would we all grow up being depressed knowing that one day all of the happiness will end and you will be left with nothing.
if only the answers where that easy to find
deep thoughts,
joni
jamies mom is getting worse. for those of you who dont know, jamies mom has liver failure. well during katrina her kidneys went out also. fema pd to have mrs linda and lauren (jamies sister) flown to kanas. from what jamie was telling me was that yesterday her mom was fine and today she would not respond to any one. jamie is flying out tomorrow at 4 pm. shes never flown before and she is really scared.
i never knew growing up was going to be so painful. when your growing up and your parents are telling you what to expect when you get older they never tell you that the people you love are going to die, that your friends are going to move away, and that you yourself will leave the nest and fly to your destiny. sometimes i wonder that if we where taught this at birth, would we still be happy???? or would we all grow up being depressed knowing that one day all of the happiness will end and you will be left with nothing.
if only the answers where that easy to find
deep thoughts,
joni