I don't know actually! lol in a daize? lol
hey homies! wow i havnt wrote in here in mad longgg! it's been wow i can't
even remember lol. how is everyone? anyone been writing? lol. hows every
ones summa? miine was boring but went fast i didnt do much @ all. well lets
see i aint gonna try to make dis long like i usually do bc i barely go on here
anymore i don't even stay on fo more den a half hour the most. lately i've been
job hunting again! shoprite in Hammonton called me back i gotta call dem
tomorrow. i wanna start making money. i applied fo da holloween store, rite
aid, eckerd, umm i forget what else but i applied mostly everywhere.
and
also still smokin i've been smokin new port lights fo a while but they've been
hurtin mii throat so now i'm on marlbo menthals which are nice and they don't
smell strong as much.
i'm still tryin to find dat hubby fo life. you know mii white
gangsta type, smells good, has a head on his shoulders, can smoke and drink
here and thurr but not often, knows how to treat his babygirl, very protective, lot
of mii friends don't like that but i do! isnt an asshole around his friends and i'll
let him chill w his bois when he wants as long as he atleast calls me then i know
hes thinkin of me. i'm not askin much, i may not be da prettyiest grl but i know
how to treat a man like mii boi JOhnny i get him shit when i got money and hes
still w his grl Jen who know one likes long story to get into so i aint explain that
retarted shit but hes mii homie even though we get into some nasty fights
we always forgive and forget you know?? umm his moms house burnt down
like few weeks ago in Toddscourt and it was 3 houses, Laconeys, Reeces,
and his, and they couldn't find their dog Max<3 hope hes alright and didn't die!
everybOdy luvved Max. so da past two weeks of dat happening we sat in
front of Hometown to do donations fo his house and his mom and give
some $ to da families but this lady came up to me when John went to get
something to eat and i didn't know her and i'm sitting there and shes like
is this money going to da bank? " i'm like yes and she wanted to know how
much was in thurr and i was like bout 70 " and shes like okay if i don't see
that in there by tomorrow i'm going to have to send his pic to the police "
we didn't even know dis bitch so afta JOhn comes back i tell him what happened
and i said JOhn i think we should call mii mom "and he wouldn't listen so
3 cop cars came by and they where just assholes i hate fuckin cops man
now i realli do and JOhn was tryin to explain to them what we where doin but
da old man cop would not let him talk they arrested him realli hard and Johns
like call your mom " so he got a arrested i was a nervous reck the guy made
me count da money in front of him and so hes like tell your mom to come
pick you up if not will take you home " and so afta he said dat da one cop was
like we aren't going to arrest her? " and right then afta mii mom found out
she knew he was just being a complete asshole ! and cops get so offended
if you don't say somethin right i fuckin hate dem. so we got JOhn he has
court some time dis month which is pretty fuckin stupid and so that day
i was a nervous reck i felt bad i mean now literally i hate fuckin cops they
can go die! the guy wouldn't even let any of us talk he didn't wanna hear shit! "
i mean wtf? it was fo his moms house whos got burnt down " and i felt bad
fo JOhn and we talked and shit bout it when he got home and all and his
wrists where bad they where red " and we just relaxed tryin to get ova what
happened.
then the past week i've hungout w mii grl ERyka havn't hungout w her in a
while! so dat was nice. Jennifer went back to Hawaii<333 i miss you!
Connie mii homie had her baby Christopher Ryan Jr Morris. I'm an auntie
now =0) Connies a mommy<3! lol. umm thats pretty much it w mii grlfriends
few x's hungout w John and Gabby and Carmello which is cool! got high
few x's we havn't gotten high JOhn and I in a while and i think lately we've been
needing dat lol. he started working at Dominos hes a pizza boi! lol saw mii
friend Sharon there the otha day we was talkin bout how its weird not going
back to school no more! but i actually like it i don't feel like a lil kid no more.
i dont think im going to college unless im doin somethin w typing then i might
have to but otha then dat i'd ratha just work! i don't wanna go back to school
again. lot of mii friends didnt go either. atco ppl are just i don't know chill like
dat. hmm oh yeah the otha night in Sally stars I saw Joe H. who is still a total
hottie! i was w JOhn and mii mom and hes like wuzup how you doin? "im like
good hes like yeah hes like yeah me workin " lol and so when he left he said
by " i still will always think JOe Hecurski is hott! John just shook his head.
then the otha day at Murhpys I saw his friend Vic it was nice seing her. hmm
bout two weeks ago mii cousin Marisa came ova w her new bf Jeff who looks
like mii friend gus so we chilled w dem fo a wihle w JOhn. hmm realli tryin
to make dis short like b4 i'd write every fuckin detail! i dont know how i did
it lol. computer geek! lol back in da day.
mii show NIP/TUCK! 4th season is back on i saw da 1st episode Sept 5th!
that show is fuckin crazy! but i luvv it and now 3rd season just came out on
DVD. thats mii show<3 its funny,sarcastic,drama,sexii, all da above. that'll
always be mii show thats da only show i know about every episode of lol.
havnt been to da movies lately @ all wish JOhn and I hungout more often
and we realli need to start getting high again i miss dat shit, bc when you on
it and your bored you don't realize your bored! its a great feeling! yes its bad
but its relaxin but da thing it makes me do is swirl mii words around dats why
i like taking it more @ night when im just hangin w John. lol miss gettin
high its been like two weeks too longggg lol
i finally got mii 2nd hole done! we went to claires mamsita has been beggin
me to get dem done and so i made miiself nervous and shes like im gonna
do 1,2,3 pinch " and i got miiself realli worked up and so afta dat was done
we left da mall and i got ill and on the car ride home mamsita was like r u
alright? " i couldn't even keep mii head up i couldn't even smoke and so
she got me Wendys to eat something and i ate realli slow " so dat was just
makin me even more ill so but now there fine and i like a 2nd hole now lol.
just @ da x it wasnt fun haha. i finally got also a french manicure i've been
waiting fo dat a long time! and i luvv dem. and i got a babyphat backpack
its gold and has da cat on it i luvv it! and its pink inside got it at da mall new
store against all Odds 31 bucks! dat shit cost but i realli wanted it i use it
everyday. its mii life lol mii ciggs and cell are always in thurr.
um da otha night john and i finally rented movies and we got wendys and mii
sis was in da car and she can't stand da smoke and so John got out while
mamsita was in da drive through and he was smokin out side da car following
it lol and i'm like can i please have a puff " so he said no @ 1st and then he
finally let me lol. umm i just wish hed hang w me more often hes still @ Jens
house hopefully he will call mamsita soon tongiht bc shes got work today
and hes got work @ 5:00 today i think she said so yeah. we kindof had a lil
fight b4 he left but it was stupid so i dont even wanna explain some of da fights
we've had. and he hasnt been letting me you know " hehe lately and i realli
want to its been two weeks since hes let me sucks ass! =0( lol.
mii sis likes school dis yr shes in 7th grade now hammonton middle, and
she also does feild hockey everyday so dats good proud of her<3 no one
betta mess w mii sis there only I can do dat! dats mii youngin thurr<3 even do
we fight but now shes in jr high so i watch out fo her.
lately mii dads been an asshole so i dont go ova there every w/e oh well i like
being @ home sry dad ". ..
oh yeah and tonight was cool, mii mom was droppin mii sis off @ mii dads
and JOhn to Jens so i felt like i kept hearing something in Johns room
well at first i thought i hurd da door open and so i got scared and nervous just
went they left so i call to see if Ginas home and Dainelles bf Rich answered
and i told him bout it and he said hed come ova " and D and Rich came ova
and they checked da house w me " so i felt better then they left. then 5 secs
lata i hear shit again i don't know why! and so when i get scared i ignore it
but dis was da 1st time i actually had to call someone so i call dem back
again and Danielle and Rich both came back ova till mamsita came back
and i luvv dem both and then when mii mom came back we all just chilled till
like 11:30! " so it was nice. it was cool,chillen,smokin,talkin in da front room!
betta den doin nothin on a Friday night lol. oh and afta a long ass time mii
friend Miguel called me tonight he wanted to chill and smoke a blunt w me lol
hes like hows mamma dukes doin? ": lol she miss me? " lol and he said he
was gonna call me to morrow to see whats up he got his own place now and
he just reminded me of da x's i hungout w him mostly and then Chris lol "
those where da days lol Chris was always hott when i was w Miguel hes
mii homie though. hmm wonder if im missin anythin else don't think so thats
just an update nothings really changed. and durin freetime which is all da
x sadly, watch movies like Get Rich or Die tryin and shit so yeah like
Constantine which is bangin<3 i luvv vampire movies! i understand dem da
most then any otha movie pretty weird huh? hmm lol j/k but realli i do.
oh yeah and one more thing. da otha day when JOhn and I were doin donations, I was lookin @ dese 3 guys and one had a wife beater on and so i'm checkin dem out and shit. and usually when i think a guy is hott or look @ him John will usually go scumbag " like playin around but does dat to everyguy i like at iight well so where sitten thurr and I'm lookin @ dese 3 guys and so he notices me stairing at dem and hes like Brooke stop stairing at dem " i' m like why? and he looks away so then i staire at dem again and they move a lil bit closer " so JOhn looks ova @ dem and hes like i don't like the way they look " and hes like Brooke stop stairing do you want me to tell dem to come ova hurr and talk to you " i'm like no i can't fuckin staire John? " and he got pissed off so then he takes his shirt off to show his wifebeater and then they leave and hes like see they scurred " i'm like no it was timing. and he usually says scumbag but he was neva like dat b4. an he doesnt like mii ex JOhn Bramante or mii otha ex Bill and asked if he can beat him up da otha day. and now see if he wasnt jealous or just a tad bit jealous and its John he wont eva admit anything bout somethin to a grl bc dats how he is meaning " asshole " so i talk to mii friend Bree bout it who knows him pretty well too and she said if it was a brotha type care he would of just been like oh you think hes hott and shit like all cool bout it " but if he went to take his shirt off and didnt like da way they looked and told you to stop stairing she thinks dat could of been maybe a lil bit jealous and johnny boi wont eva admit it " and bc mii mom thought dat was a brotha type care protective thingy but mii friend Bree also had another point too. shes mii grl right thurr<3 she helps us gettin high lol. and even though JOhn has a gf but to anyone who reads dis does dat mean shit @ all? like if it was a brotha type care hed mess around and say go talk to dem but if he went to take his shirt off and tell me to stop is dat jealous at all even if he got a grl? " someone let me know help da sista out lol.
well if i do forget anything i'll just write some otha day but dats da update
so ppl leave me comments miss yall homies!
<3BrOoke Amandaaaa
ShOrti!
BoBo!
xoxo
night yall! have a good w/e! now i need to smoke! lol i'm so awake tonight! sad
lol.
Ini, MinI, Miny, Mo How many playas in da club will go! "!
luvv dat song too!