my love handles dont want to handled anymore
I've decided to double major... for now. we'll see which I'll start to enjoy more. I'm doing Athletic Training and Fitness. I've been debating this for quite a while (everyone at work could tell I was going through a rough patch-- I looked like shit) so I decided I'm going to take classes that count for both majors for now. I've also decided that I'm going to redo my hair. I'm still going to grow it long, but it needs some color or something because the ends are starting to turn like a red brown color (it's the sun) and so it looks all weird. I've also decided that there will be no excuses to getting my six pack for the summer. I've been doing more situps and stuff for my abs. my legs are naturally perfect, but im going for an allover nonwobblyness. That means whatever jiggles (except my boobs) are going out the door!!! I'm tired of my low self esteem and feeling unattractive and if I want to look even hotter in my red bikini (hehehe) then I've got to start working on my body image. I'm not fat, I just want some muscle! This is a rant of my body, you guys should be used to it by now. I highly doubt I'm ever going to get feedback on this so zim zim zim Saladin!