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Sometimes I feel lonely...not that I don't have friends both in Moorpark and Irvine...but sometimes I WANT a significant other. Just someone I can sit with and have him hold me close while we're watching a movie. Someone that can make me laugh and is actually interested in me.
Don't get me wrong, I have some fantastic friends, but when I see other couples...well it just makes me want the same thing. I don't think I've EVER felt like this. For the past 18 years I have been a single girl, and I've been perfectly ok with it...even great at some points. But for some reason...in college...I'd just like one. I'd like someone who would care about me the same way I care about them. I don't really want a fling, or a one time thing...because those don't last...and afterwards it's going to leave me back to the same place I started with...and makes me want even more.
Oh well...for now...I'd like to say that I am going to stop looking...and just see what happens. I decided this like 2 weeks ago...and well it's working out interestingly.
peace & love.
p.s. it's been FOREVER since I've done this.
Don't get me wrong, I have some fantastic friends, but when I see other couples...well it just makes me want the same thing. I don't think I've EVER felt like this. For the past 18 years I have been a single girl, and I've been perfectly ok with it...even great at some points. But for some reason...in college...I'd just like one. I'd like someone who would care about me the same way I care about them. I don't really want a fling, or a one time thing...because those don't last...and afterwards it's going to leave me back to the same place I started with...and makes me want even more.
Oh well...for now...I'd like to say that I am going to stop looking...and just see what happens. I decided this like 2 weeks ago...and well it's working out interestingly.
peace & love.
p.s. it's been FOREVER since I've done this.