so its 1:23 am, and im not asleep. why? because i had a LOT of coke. i think i should stop drinking it. so between the time i got home, which was around 10, and now, ive accomplished two things. i finished my last page for precal hw, and then came to the decision that i wont do the english essay and skip first block and advisory. wow. i have no future.
i love going to church. and i love the people there. it always lifts my spirits up at the end of the week.
im UBER behind in chem. anyone wanna help me get back on track?
yesterday and today i wasted numerous hours just sitting and thinking. i hateit when i do that. i was thinking how worry free i was about things. well of course i was worrying about school stuff, but who doesnt worry about school stuff? then i was thinking... am i really worry free? or am i just being ignorant? i think not having anything to worry about is worse than having things to things to worry about. i am NOT making sense at all. but i am bored and decided to keep typing. most likely this entry will be deleted in the near future.
i saw the commercial for Lemoney Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events. and i thought to myself, hey that girl (who plays Violet) is really pretty. i wonder how old she is. soo now im looking online and seeing how old she is... let me see what i can find.... gahhh cant find anything on the freakin actress. oh wait i found something!!! Emily Jane Browning, and she is 16. phew i thought she was gonna end up being like 12. i guess its not so bad me thinking that shes pretty.
what do you think?
uhhhh what else is going on in my mind? ehhhh too lazy to type the rest out.
gooooood night.