To Chuck & Tim
This message is for Chuck and Tim:
I hate you both. The only people that I can talk to in the world and you're both gone, across the Atlantic, 6-7 hours time zone difference, never online, and much to expensive to call-- I NEED YOU.
I know I'm always "crising"-- but this is the most serious and life changing decision I've ever had to made. It's the hardest and most stressful thing I've ever gone through. My head is so jumbled because all I've done for the past two weeks is think about it and write about it (in my paper journal though, I'm gonna type and post it when I get a chance) and I can't think about everything else. Everyday at work I'm in tears and trying to hide it. I just don't know what to do.
I just need more than anything a good friend to talk to. Someone that I can trust and who will care enough to listen and try and be there for me.
And the only people I know that can fill that role aren't here.
Damn you people.
(Just so you know though, I'm obviously not really ANGRY are you for being gone, that would be mean, but damn this horrible timing)
I hate you both. The only people that I can talk to in the world and you're both gone, across the Atlantic, 6-7 hours time zone difference, never online, and much to expensive to call-- I NEED YOU.
I know I'm always "crising"-- but this is the most serious and life changing decision I've ever had to made. It's the hardest and most stressful thing I've ever gone through. My head is so jumbled because all I've done for the past two weeks is think about it and write about it (in my paper journal though, I'm gonna type and post it when I get a chance) and I can't think about everything else. Everyday at work I'm in tears and trying to hide it. I just don't know what to do.
I just need more than anything a good friend to talk to. Someone that I can trust and who will care enough to listen and try and be there for me.
And the only people I know that can fill that role aren't here.
Damn you people.
(Just so you know though, I'm obviously not really ANGRY are you for being gone, that would be mean, but damn this horrible timing)