Another day
Well, not really too much to post about tonight... Today has been a good day so far... Me and missy got along great today... No fights or anything yet... But, after talking to a nameless person today I realized a lot of things about the relationship between me and missy that need to be resolved or it is really going to go no where... Thank you for the help... You know who you are... You are a great person to talk to and you make me realize things that I can't see because I am blind to the obvious things... I really hope things work out between me and missy becuase I love her... and I don't want to lose her... But I also want her to be happy and if it takes letting her go then so be it... But, I hope that is not the case...
Tomorrow I am driving HOME... *yay* I am really home sick... It sucks tho because my mom isn't even home... She is in New Jersey with my step dad because his niece turned 16... I miss my mom... Me and my mom had a good relationship before I moved down here and since I have been living in Columbus our relationship has kinda fell apart... We don't talk as much and all that shit... It kinda depresses me when I see how Missy is so close with her family and I don't have that with mine... But, what can I do... I can't really do much to change that now... So it really kinda sucks... I don't know if I am going to be able to go home for Thanksgiving like I wanted to becuase I really don't have a car to do so and I really don't wanna be down here becuase Missy has to work... So I really have no reason to be down here... She works from 3-11:30 so she would be gone most of the day anyways... So it would suck if I couldn't go home... But if I don't get to go home for thanksgiving I am definatly going to go home for Christmas... I don't care if I have to walk but I will if I have to... I love it in Columbus but I don't like being this far away from my family... That is what makes it suck down here... I have never been more than 20 minutes away from my family... I know that Anna doesn't want Christina to go home for Christmas... And I am sure Missy won't really want me to go home either... But, it is hard... Because I want to spend Christmas with Missy but I want to spend it with my family too... It is going to be really hard to decide what to do... But, I guess we will just have to wait and see how things go up until then... And I guess it will all depend on what I have to work on Christmas... I already know that I don't have to work on Thanksgiving... and even if I did... I was going to call off... But who knows... Well, I really don't have much more to say...
Thanks for your help today... You know who you are... And you know that if you EVER need ANYTHING you know how to get a hold of me...
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Tomorrow I am driving HOME... *yay* I am really home sick... It sucks tho because my mom isn't even home... She is in New Jersey with my step dad because his niece turned 16... I miss my mom... Me and my mom had a good relationship before I moved down here and since I have been living in Columbus our relationship has kinda fell apart... We don't talk as much and all that shit... It kinda depresses me when I see how Missy is so close with her family and I don't have that with mine... But, what can I do... I can't really do much to change that now... So it really kinda sucks... I don't know if I am going to be able to go home for Thanksgiving like I wanted to becuase I really don't have a car to do so and I really don't wanna be down here becuase Missy has to work... So I really have no reason to be down here... She works from 3-11:30 so she would be gone most of the day anyways... So it would suck if I couldn't go home... But if I don't get to go home for thanksgiving I am definatly going to go home for Christmas... I don't care if I have to walk but I will if I have to... I love it in Columbus but I don't like being this far away from my family... That is what makes it suck down here... I have never been more than 20 minutes away from my family... I know that Anna doesn't want Christina to go home for Christmas... And I am sure Missy won't really want me to go home either... But, it is hard... Because I want to spend Christmas with Missy but I want to spend it with my family too... It is going to be really hard to decide what to do... But, I guess we will just have to wait and see how things go up until then... And I guess it will all depend on what I have to work on Christmas... I already know that I don't have to work on Thanksgiving... and even if I did... I was going to call off... But who knows... Well, I really don't have much more to say...
Thanks for your help today... You know who you are... And you know that if you EVER need ANYTHING you know how to get a hold of me...
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