i'm an idiot
i don't know why i keep doing this kinda thing to myself. everyone says i should just leave him alone & have no contact... but i just can't do it. & now i've upset him & he won't speak to me. i just can't handle the idea of him being angry with me. i just can't.
and all i can see in my head is him going out, angry at me, & going home with some other woman. and i know that even if he did, its none of my business but it just hurts so much.
i'm such a hopeless idiot.
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