Yeah, but that's what makes it so much worse. He was my friend, and I guess I just wasn't expecting that from a friend. What makes it even harder is that practically every guy I've ever known is like that. Sometimes at first they don't seem like it, and I'm like, 'Omg, wow, FINALLY, someone different!' And stuff, but I guess it's just my bad luck that makes them turn out to be just like the rest, and it always hurts. And I know, not ALL of them are 'bad', but for the most part they are. And that REALLY sucks. Because all the 'good' guy friends, are just that. Friends. Nothing less, but never anything more. There's always something that's just gotta bite you in the ass. The past little while, I hit a bad patch, and he was just him. Not caring, just wanting all the action and whatnot he could get out of it, not realizing that it was really horrible for me right then. It made me think, and I have been able to 'forget him' in the having strong emotions for him sorta way. We still talk, and I guess you could still call us friends, but I wouldn't trust him with anything big, and I cut him off from the whole make-out blah blah whatever. It's much better this way. Thanks!
He was my friend, and I guess I just wasn't expecting that from a friend.
What makes it even harder is that practically every guy I've ever known is like that. Sometimes at first they don't seem like it, and I'm like, 'Omg, wow, FINALLY, someone different!' And stuff, but I guess it's just my bad luck that makes them turn out to be just like the rest, and it always hurts. And I know, not ALL of them are 'bad', but for the most part they are. And that REALLY sucks. Because all the 'good' guy friends, are just that. Friends. Nothing less, but never anything more. There's always something that's just gotta bite you in the ass.
The past little while, I hit a bad patch, and he was just him.
Not caring, just wanting all the action and whatnot he could get out of it, not realizing that it was really horrible for me right then. It made me think, and I have been able to 'forget him' in the having strong emotions for him sorta way. We still talk, and I guess you could still call us friends, but I wouldn't trust him with anything big, and I cut him off from the whole make-out blah blah whatever. It's much better this way.
Thanks!
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