Someday..Somehow..I'm gonna make it alright.

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Well, today was just another day at Springstead. Boringgggg and lots of work. But, a good thing about school today was I only went for three classes. I didn't feel good and I just wasent in the mood. This is the first time Ive missed school (( Well, a half a day )) In a loonnngg time. =) When I got home from school I helped my mom with her business. Then, we went down to [SouthGate] to have lunch with my daddy. We went to some pizza place by his work. It was pretty Gooooood After that I went tanning down there for a day because I knew I wasent gonna be back in Spring Hill by the time my tanning place closed. So, tomorrow I'll go back to *Ultimate* Guess where else I went with momma? Walmart of course!* Duhhh =) haha We just got some stuff that we needed. At lunch my parents and I had a talk about school. It was a good talk and we just set some things straight. Ive been wanting a job for like over a year now but my parents would never let me get one because of school. But, now they want me to get one. Sooo, my daddy has connections with people at Dunkin` So, im getting a job there soon and Im so fucking excited. Ive waited a long time to work there <3 Then, in the summer I`ll be working Dunkin and Camp. I lovvveeee my jobs* But anyways. I dont think im going to Prom this year. Yeah, I know its my *senior prom* and theres only one of them but Im NOT gonna spend all that money for nothing. ALL my friends have boyfriends and theyll be dancing with them the whole time and Ill just feel uncomfortable, left out, and idk. To me, Its just not worth it. But, nothings for sure yet. I still might change my mind and wanna go =) Whoooo knows? Omgoshhhh* My birthdays in 4O days and I asked my mom if I could stay home from school cuz' its on a monday and I just dont wanna be there on my birthday and she said suurreeee. She's like do you wanna do anything special? And im like yeah, I wanna go somewhere for the day and then out to dinner with some of my girls maybe and shes like ok. =) So, im excited about that too! =) Well, sorry this is so long but I had a little bit to talk about lol. I could go on about some more things but I wont. Til' next time <33

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